30 August 2009

homesick

Okay, I'm homesick, it just hit me in the last couple of days. I mean, I really love it over here, everyone is really nice and I'm having a lot of fun. I just miss being able to call Julie or any of my friends whenever I want just to talk about stupid stuff. Now if I want to call someone it better be important because it costs a dollar a minute. I miss being bored and being able to watch TV. I miss my animals (Baby, Coco, and Prince William). I miss my sister and the stupid things we laugh at each other about, I even miss fighting with her. I miss my car, I miss America. I want to be able to play with Riley, Adelyn or Sarah. I want to just lay in my room with my itunes on or be able to pick up one of my books. I miss my books. I miss my clothes that I wore around the house that I didn't bring with me over here. I miss going over to Wende's house just to sit there and watch TV and knit while they were playing the sims. I miss Mrs. Jackson (aka my black mother). I miss family dinner's on Sundays when Martin and Julie would come over to the house and eat. I miss the way my house smells. I miss Thompson's Station and the Publix and Post office. I miss English. I miss being able to understand everything that's going on around me. I miss church. I miss being around other Christians. I miss chi omega. I miss Union, and several people at Union. I miss Taco Express. I miss Chick-fil-a. I miss T.J.Max and buying cheap clothes. I miss the south. I miss all my DVD's (stardust and x-files mostly, and HP). I miss all the stupid things i keep to remind me of other things that are in my room. I miss my pillow. I miss my owl and chi omega blanket. I miss my mommy and daddy. I miss just being with people I love, I don't even care about talking, I just miss being in the same room, the same house, the same city, the same state, the same country, the same continent. I miss so many things. But I really love it over here, I just wish i could be home right now for like 1 hour, just to breathe it all in. I feel better all ready just writing all this silly stuff down. I have 11 more months to go. And I know I am going to have so much fun and make memories that will last the rest of my life. I feel better now. I would love to get some mail though, I check everyday but I never get any.

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